Hot item!!

I found these adorable shoes on zappos.com about a month ago. Well, I didn't order them and they were soon out of stock. I got an email alert last week that they were back in stock. They were only in stock for a day!! This weekend, they got some more, so I didn't waste any time and I ordered some this morning. They look like the perfect summer tennis shoes. I hope I ordered the right size...he's never worn Adidas before. L now has Keens, Crocs, and these Adidas shoes for the summer. I think that's a good start. :)

Change of Plans

DH and I went for our IVF consult last week and it was very overwhelming. At this time, we don't think we're quite ready to exhaust our final option. We had a long talk and decided that we will try a few more IUIs before moving onto IVF. My body is pretty gimpy, but I really have faith that it might come through for me with a little more help! Right now, I am on a break cycle. I don't have a lot of sick days left at work and I also thought a break might be a good thing. Let's see if I can relax and not think about TTC...

Lots of things to think about!

TTC is becoming a very frustrating process for us. So far, I've been on Clomid for three cycles and we haven't had any success. Last weekend, I had a very disappointing appointment. I had an ultrasound and while I did produce a measurable follicle, it was on the wrong side. That means this whole cycle is a bust. Now, next cycle, a follicle could be on the correct side, or it could once again be on the wrong side. That's the gamble we take every month. It's frustrating enough dealing with IF, but to not even be able to try every month is incredibly frustrating.

I had a phone conference with my RE yesterday afternoon, and she is really wanting me to try IVF. With IVF, she can control how many embryos she would implant (only once since I have half a uterus) and we don't have to mess with my tube that way. I discussed things with my husband, and we are going for our IVF consult next week. I'm excited and scared and nervous!! I have IF coverage on my insurance, so I'm hoping we will only be responsible for $1,000-$2,000. After our consult, we have to go to a IVF seminar and then we will decide when to begin this whole process. It's a lot to think about, but I'm thinking I will feel better about things after our consult. I really have a lot of faith that IVF will produce that sticky baby.