I'm sad

I'm sad today. That's all there is to it. I'm tired of this emotional roller coaster. I'm tired of my emotions being controlled by my menstrual cycle. I don't like how TTC and my losses have changed me. I try to hold it in, but somedays I can't do it. Looks like I definitely won't be pregnant by my second due date (December 4). Looks like I am moving on with Clomid and IUIs, but I'm scared to death that it won't work. What then?

My best bud!